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Did I Even Deserve To Go To Med School?

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There is a very good chance that you already know this but, I have wanted for the life of me to go to med school. I wanted to be the dope ass heart surgeon who built dope large ass hospital and discovered dope ass discoveries. I was dreaming about it. I was designing my hospital and imagining what different floors would look like. This is my passion. You know it is because I am getting kinda emotional writing this. I even got a stethoscope at one point and was using it as motivation to push through stupid subjects and topics that I had to deal with in my senior year of high school. Like I said, It is my passion. I  love  it.. truly. You get my point, but... I didn't get into med school and I am kinda salty. It would be very easy for me to blame this on the system especially that I am known for good grades.. generally. And also especially that everyone already talks shit about the educational system i...

ู…ูˆู‚ู ุญุตู„ ู…ุนุงูŠุง

ุงู„ู…ูˆู‚ู ุฏุฉ ุญุตู„ูŠ ู…ู† ุฒู…ุงู† ุจุณ ุญุณูŠุช ุฃู†ู‡ ู…ูƒุงู†ู‡ ูŠุชุญุท ู‡ู†ุง... ู…ุฑุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ุณุฌุฏ ุฑู† ุชู„ูŠููˆู† ุฃุญุฏ ุงู„ู…ุตู„ูŠู† ุฃุซู†ุงุก ุงู„ุตู„ุงุฉ... ู‚ุนุฏ ูŠุฑู† ู…ุฏุฉ ุทูˆูŠู„ุฉ ูˆุฃูˆู„ ู…ุง ุงู„ุตู„ุงุฉ ุฎู„ุตุช ุงู†ุชุดุฑุช ุงู„ู‡ู…ู‡ู…ุฉ ููŠ ุงู„ู…ุณุฌุฏ ูˆุจุฏุฃ ุงู„ู†ุงุณ ูŠุนู„ูˆู† ู…ู† ุฃุตูˆุงุชู‡ู… ุจุงู„ูƒู„ุงู… ู…ู† ุณุจูŠู„: "ูˆุงู„ู„ู‡ ุงู„ุตู„ุงุฉ ุถุงุนุช ุนู„ูŠุง" - "ูŠุง ุฌุฏุน ุญุฑุงู… ุนู„ูŠูƒ" - " ุฏุง ู…ุฌุงุด ููŠ ุจุงู„ู‡ ุญุชู‰ ูŠู‚ูู„ ุงู„ุชู„ูŠููˆู†". ูˆุตูˆุช ุงู„ู†ุงุณ ููŠ ู‡ุฐุง ุงู„ูˆู‚ุช ูƒุงู† ุฃุนู„ู‰ ู…ู† ุตูˆุช ุชู„ูŠููˆู† ุงู„ุฑุงุฌู„ ู„ุฏุฑุฌุฉ ุฅู†ู‡ ูƒุงู† ูŠุถุงูŠู‚ ุงู„ู†ุงุณ ุงู„ูŠ ุจุชูƒู…ู„ ุตู„ุงุชู‡ุง (ูŠุนู†ูŠ ุงู„ู†ุงุณ ุงู„ูŠ ุฏุฎู„ูˆุง ุงู„ุตู„ุงุฉ ู…ุชุฃุฎุฑูŠู†) ุฃูƒุชุฑ ู…ู…ุง ูƒุงู† ุชู„ูŠููˆู† ุงู„ุฑุงุฌู„ ุฏุฉ "ุจูŠุดูˆุดุฑ ุนู„ูŠู‡ู…" ูˆู‡ู… ุจูŠุตู„ูˆุง. ูˆุฃู†ุง ุจุจุต ุนู„ู‰ ุฅู…ุงู… ุงู„ู…ุณุฌุฏ ุฃูˆ ุงู„ุดูŠุฎ ูƒู†ุช ู…ู†ุชุธุฑ ุฃู†ู‡ ูŠูˆู‚ู ุงู„ูุชู†ุฉ ุฏูŠ ููŠ ุญูŠู† ุฅู† ุงู„ุฑุงุฌู„ ุตุงุญุจ ุงู„ุชู„ูŠููˆู† ู…ูƒู†ุด ุจูŠุชูƒู„ู… ูˆุดูƒู„ู‡ ู…ูƒู†ุด ุนุงุฑู ูŠูˆู‚ู ุตูˆุช ุงู„ุชู„ูŠููˆู† ู„ุฃู†ู‡ ูƒุงู† ู„ุณู‡ ุจูŠุฑู†. ูƒู†ุช ู…ุณุชู†ูŠ ุงู„ุดูŠุฎ ูŠู‚ูˆู„: (( ูŠุง ุฌู…ุงุนุฉ ููŠ ู‚ุตุฉ ุณู…ุนุชู‡ุง ู‚ุจู„ ูƒุฏุง ุจุชู‚ูˆู„ ุงู† ูƒุงู† ููŠ ูˆุงุญุฏ ุชู„ูŠููˆู†ู‡ ุฑู† ููŠ ูˆุณุท ุงู„ุตู„ุงุฉ ูˆุงู„ู†ุงุณ ู‚ุนุฏุช ุชุฒุนู‚ู„ู‡ ูˆูƒุณูุชู‡ ูู…ุจู‚ุงุด ูŠุฌูŠ ุงู„ู…ุณุฌุฏ ุชุงู†ูŠ.. ูุทู„ุน ุนุงู„ู‚ู‡ูˆุฉ ูุงุชูƒุนุจู„ ูˆูˆู‚ุน ุฑู ูƒูˆุจุงูŠุงุช...